HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY BOYS TAHI AND FINAU, skuxx as tongan/samoans ;)
TODAY:
- church
- union
- feed at Tahi&Finau’s
- grocery shopping with my mommaaa
- watch alvin & the chipmunks with baby sis
- study for tomorrows psychology & p.e exam
sorry
For everything…i tried being better and it worked for over 2 years…then i got into a fight, started having arguements with my brother again, giving up easily and thats the last thing i want coz i just want you to be proud to call me your boyfriend. The worst part is that i didnt tell you and i should have, guess i was just scared of the possibilities. You can get so much out of life and you choose to be with me? Everytime it feels like im taking you down when i go down, it kills me coz you dont deserve that, you dont deserve to ever feel like that. The amount of trouble you’ve been through because of me…you got hassled by other island guys here coz of the beef between me and them, you had to put up with drunk words from either someone in my family or friends, you were the one who kept me outta trouble, you were there with me till whatever time just making sure im alright, not getting smashed and you would make up excuses so your parents could come pick you up late just so you could look out for me, even if i got into a fight you’d still be there to help me get myself cleaned up, you sacrificed a lot just to be with me. I made you a promise from the start, ill look after you and protect you. I will keep fighting for you but know that whether we last another day, week, month, year 10 years, forever…you will always be ‘that’ girl for me.
